I completely understand what she's talking about. The only difference is that I had those spiritual awakenings in the opposite order. The problem with following such a controversial path is much like being the weird kid in high school. You're completely alone, an outsider to all, and it's easy to get depressed if you dwell on that too often. I pray that one day Christopaganism will no longer be so controversial and taboo, but I think it's got quite a ways too go.
Write something about yourself. No need to be fancy, just an overview.